by : lia - loky andryan

sometimes
i'm affraid being lonely
but i'm lonely...
i left my heart empty
just for some body that i don't even know
somebody that i've been waiting for
some body who always can be here
with me and fill me
with a joy on earth
all thing that erase lonely in my heart
will it be part in my live?

i wont forget you
even though the world
sink me into the deepest ocean
ever....

by : loky andryan

bintang turun malam ini
menari di atas peraduanku yg sepi
tembangkan ia melodi bernyanyi
pesona dingin menusuk malam ini

bintang turun malam ini
bawa namamu dalam tutur katanya
namun tiada indah
walau terangkai daun berguguran di penghujung musim
karena indah adalah kamu

ku menggali pikiran ini
cari kata.... tak berduri yg bisa ku beri
tiada lagi saat yg membeban
selain hasrat tuk berkenalan
pada luna di penghujung malam

puisi ni di tulis sebennya pas gi g da kerjaan di kamar....
nonton tv g enak, ps bosen, game online... koneksi ngadat ~.~!
akhirnya tarikin bnder trus mulai menggarisi halaman kosongnya @.@a
judulnya kosong

kosong
jiwaku t'lah melangkah jauh dalam kehampaan
ingatan itu t'lah terbatas dalam awang - awang
pun otak ini t'lah berhenti berputar

ku coba lagi
resapkan emosi namun tak membaur
hangatkan api ini namun tiada lebur
terangi ruang ini namun tersesat

terang tak hapuskan gelapku
jua gelap tak halangi cahayaku
hanya unsur tak berinti diriku
tak berbentuk namun ada
ada namung tiada terasa
Loky Andryan

erase you...
by loky andryan

there is nothing more hard
than try to change my nick name
the name that you give it to me

but to keep it up
is a mayhem on my soul
my heart now seems to be scatered
burning all over the love painting on my chest
left all of your memories turned into ashes

i'd try to erase you
even it means i cursed my self for forget you
even it will leave a wound that never healed
even if i started to cry right now

maybe there is no one else but you
but i'd try to erase you
gut bye my love and gut nite
i'm here to start over
i realize cannot push my heart to you
we can be a good friend
now, forever... ever..

argh........ satu lg masalah komputer yg harus di selikidi ( selidiki ) di rumah
speedynya macet 2 ga jelas klo ada yg maen game

cape .... esmosi... eskoteng, rujak.... lho lho kok lari

coba edit2 lan... ga bsa
coba edit2 connectivity... malah ngadat ~_~
coba uninstal game trus recopy... capeeee... sabar.... tp hasilnya nol T_T
akhirnya ngikutin saran teknisi speedy nya
matiin smua komputer trus speedy di reset

horeeee bisaaa.....!!!!!
tp kok ngadat2 lg yah klo gamenya di matiin
masaaa musti ngikutin cara itu setiap kali selesai maen game???

argghhhhhhhhh

test avastnya dolo ahh.. mana tau hehehehehe
arghhhhhh arghhhh

tear it up..
those light yellowin bright
i'm tired to catch it but i'm burned instead

i'm not the lord of the sky
i'm not owning on wind that scatered your heart
i'm somewhere on the ground
digging deep to have some fun
i'm not thoughtest thing on the world
i'm just a thing that will suicided
just to make you smile

by loky andryan

hii all.........
hari ini bete bgt
ga bsa maen game......
bgtu bsa secara nyata langsung apes
iseng2 kesetrum juga buat puisi
jadinya dua buah deh

ini yg pertama......
di tujukan buat "lia" soalnya shes the best gtu loh ;))
judulnya stand alone

stand alone

plizzz don make me traped
to much line of problem has leakin my path
no hands to grap on my shoulder
no hands to slip away my sweat

i'm here.... stand alone
for you, me, future, and them
dont know how much this pain
but to leave it out is worst than pain

i'm stand alone
for you, me, future, and them
but no one care
egoistic problems may dispatch this feels soooo good

please stand up...always stand up
for you, future, and them
here i am... to hold your back
and lend my arms to hug


yg kedua di tujuka buat usy ( ga tau knapa , soalnya klo orang lain yg di kirimin ini bakal aneh aja)

judulnya : unclean spirit ( tuhkan serem )
unclean spirit

how goes this feelins
fluctuated betwen hope n fold
never rised some of sky
coz cloudy black on this feet far away from sun
drought but don't
life but i'm a hollow
unfeel.... label of my heart
dont know why....
but sitting here just to think how goes it feel
make me closer to hole in my heart
no purify...
can cross this soul for real
only hope that had lost his light
place to hang on my chest
to see your smile once again
without feelin you in pain

Kumis dan jenggot kan tumbuhnya lama banget.. tapi kalo di photoshop cuman 5 menit lho numbuhin jenggot.. Coba deh ..

pertama buka photo yang mau dijenggotin..

Setelah itu klik brush tool atau tekan tombol B , lalu klik windows brushes atau tekan F5.

DI Brushes windows setting seperti dibawah :

Master Diameter nya sesuaikan dengan gambar aja.. soalnya, mungkin kamu pake gambar yang resolusi atau ukurannya gede.. maka si master diameternya juga harus gede.. nanti coba2 aja yaa..

Klik shape dinamics di brushes palette , setting seperti dibawah :

diteruskan dengan Scattering , setting seperti dibawah :

Terakhir setting Color dynamics seperti dibawah :

Jangan lupa, sesuaikan warna brushes dengan rambut kepala, supaya bener-bener mirip :
Klik eye drop tool terus klik foreground color klik di rambutnya.. trus klik background color, klik lagi rambut nya..

Setelah beres semua… sekarang buat new layer untuk ngelukis jenggotnya..

Klik brush tool lagi.. lalu lukis jenggot dan kumis pada tempatnya … ya iya lah !

Hasilnya :

Bagus banget nih buat penyamaran… cobain yaa..

hii guys.... ( and miss ),

sering liat koran ato televisi kan...
gw td ngeliat liputan tentang kasus pembunuhan berantai di rcti
katanya si pembunuh berantai itu membunuh dengan sangat keji
dan di asumsikan ke -5 korban yg meninggal itu bukan angka pasti nyawa yg di koleksi oleh tersangka.
di perkirakan mseh ada korban - korban lainnya
ini di akibatkan karena banyaknya laporan kehilangan kerabat setelah bertemu dengan tersangka

gw jadi heran, sekarang - sekarang ini banyak pembunuhan yg aneh2 terjadi
ada yg di potong2 lah
ada yg di tenggelamkan lah
ada yg di simpan di koper trus di buang lah

khusus poin ke tiga itu gw curiga,
jangan - jangan pihak penjual koper ikut andil dalam kasus pembunuhan yg lagi "in" ini
koper lumayan mahal men....
untuk ukuran yg bsa nyimpen tubuh orang dewasa paling tidak harganya di atas 200 rebu
lumayan tuh.. hehehe

tp entah siapapun pencetus ide tersebut gw yakin dia pasti orang kaya
karena kalo dia orang - orang sederajat ma gw, pasti lebih memilih alternatif yg lebih murah yaitu peti kayu
uhwuwhuwhuwhuwh secara peti kayu yg gampang di buat dan di dispose, harganya ga begitu mahal gitu loh
lagian klo yg di pake koper dari kulit, kasian hewan yg kulitnya di pinjem buat koper lah,
masa ujung2 nya bungkus yg mati juga... kalo gw nih... gw bakal ga mau minjemin kulit gw hahahaha

hi semua...!!!
kenalin, gw adalah ......
sesosok komputer butut dengan RAM yg acak2 an, walaupun VGA gw pas - pasan tapi monitor gw flat n resolusi tinggi

gw game maniak sejak kelas 1 smp, walaupun nyatanya gw ga tau kalau saat itu yg gw pegang pas main game itu joystick, sampe gw kelas 3 smp.

Gw orangnya ( jarang ) serius, cuek kayak monyet, tp sering ngakak2 ga jelas karena spec sound card gw lbih tinggi dari pada processor gw hahahah ( bangga.net )

hobi gw itu tidur, nge game,males ( males kok jadi hobi -_-! ) dan yg paling sering auto program sih kebiasaan ngaret gw kowkwo

hidup gw selalu berputar terus sampe bosen dan selalu ngaret, oleh sebab itu gw namain blog gw ini dengan nama "Ban Karet"

huahahahahaha welcome to my windows

after works, i log in in internet and start looking for some stuff . when i seeking some news about surveys and others, i surprised about this news.... check this out

I go to the AWSurveys site, quickly sign up as I see the referral rate is $1.25/referral, and when owning a large site such as AdverCash, I think "Goldmine". I then proceed to fill out my information(all of which is 100% legitimate). After reading over the Terms Of Service, finding nothing that could harm me(except the fact that they prune "inactive" referrals), I register.

I refer a few friends and see that it really does give $1.25/referral. Before I add the site to AdverCash I go to double check the Terms Of Service. Oh no! It says "You may not pay users to sign up or view our website (These websites are generally referred to as PTC and we do not allow this kind of advertising unless approved by AWSuveys).". Desregarding the simple spelling error of 'AWSurveys', I immediately mail the administration to see if AdverCash will be allowed to gain the benefits of AWSurveys.

After a day or two of waiting on the support system(kind of slow), I receive a message back. Simply stating that normally they don't like sites of this nature to post the referral link. But they would allow it this time because they "liked our site".

Excellent! I put the ad up on AdverCash, and quickly gain referrals. As the weeks pass, I get enough referrals to have a $500 payout! I go to withdraw, set my amount to $500($475 with the paypal "Service Fee"). After 6 business days pass, I wonder, are they just going to ignore my withdrawal? Usually they at least say your account is fraudulant in some way. At least, that is what others had told me. Regretfully, I ignored their queries and put a link up anyways.

With no payment arriving on my paypal account, I check my email. At last! A message from AWSurveys! I click the e-mail, scan over it quickly, and notice the word "fraudulant". Hmmm...? What's this? I read over it again(more in depth this time), only to find that apparently our account was fraudulant because we were a PTC. That was the whole reason I mailed them, to see if I was allowed, and they had said I was.

Mailing them back, they asked me for the email that I had sent to them assuring that I was allowed. I did not remember to keep a copy... hell, I figured they would just flag my account so that they would remember that they agreed to it, but apparently they didn't keep tabs of it, and were just planning on overlooking it. Don't you think if you agreed to such a thing, you would write it down, mark the account, or do SOMETHING so that you would remember?

Well, I asked them if maybe they had a copy of the message, or if they marked my account(as most any other site would do). No response so far, and honestly, I don't expect one. It has been quite a few days. Before that they were replying within like 2-3 hours. Now it's a few days. I'm done with AWSurveys, and this is my warning to all.

From what I've read, there are a few people who have been paid from AWSurveys. Which is great, congratulations! But, the other 90%(our estimate) of users have said they reached payout, attempted payout, and got flagged for "fraudulant activities". I find it very unlikely that 90%(our estimate) of all people that attempt payout are "fraudulant".

i'm verry disapointed coz i already made an $56 on that surveys, so i just announce for you all, this survey is really scam~!!!!!!!